Today, my journey begins…. I get my port put in… the port will allow them easy access to put my medicine in and take blood easily….
It’s felt so surreal…. until now…
Tomorrow I have to start taking steroids to prepare…
Wednesday I’ll start TAC chemo…
Initially, I felt like I had an army behind me…. But, it’s become more of a circle now…. I’ve had this amazing circle of people who’ve surrounded me…. I know that this is probably going to be one of the hardest experiences I will ever have to go through… but with this circle of people who’ve proven to love and care about me…. I feel like I am ready…
I’m scared. I’m really scared…. but, I can do this….
It's Me Sunshine... 
It’s a circle of one- once that needle touches your skin. The voice inside is the one to heed. Strengthen your inner voice.
Much love….
It’s ok and normal to be a little scared! However, I felt tremdous excitement and relief that THIS WAS GONNA KILL THE BEAST! And keep me here with tho ones that needed me! Once I got started it was Game On! I called it spa day! Because it was ALL about me! Hugs and prayers friend!
It’s good that you’re scared. It means you’ll fight harder. Use it to your advantage. Love you 🙂
Talk to the other people who are there will you. Share their strength. We are all here for you! Xoxo
It’s okay to be scared. Your circle will hold you up and help carry you through. Many prayers sweetie!!!